Monday, June 27, 2005
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the memories have shattered 7:46 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
todayy . stayed at home whole day .sianss . do hw mahs .
tmr sku reopen liao.
so sad lors .
1 mth so fast past .
haixx .
today mux slp early .
so sad .
cannot slp at 5 am animore
ahahas .
okayy . today like practicall nth happen lar
jux someone changed
and like it is fucking obvious .
haiss . will she ever change back ??
haisshhh
i dono whether my tag b0ard ok or not
like cannot write anything .
anione can help mi
msn tell mi ok !
yay!!
ok tts all for today
damn boring day ! .
-arshuu *
the memories have shattered 9:25 PM
Saturday, June 25, 2005
today morning woke up
then got tuition .
then nicole n ju leave my house
coz last night they stay ova .
yupps.
slpt at 5 plus again
argg. i like b come nocturnal (dono how to spell) animal .
wahahas .
then after tuition
went to bedok mrt meet ju
then my mum send us to WWW
then we mit crystal jun angela tingyi
yupps .
then came one fucking WOMEN ~
go n say jun .
coz jun fall off the float
then she laugh like dono wad.
then she go tell her two daughter aka slaves
tt jun too fat she needs a bigger float.
i call them slaves coz like the women
ask them bring her aroung the SHIOK RIVER.
like for mayb 2 to 3 hours.
is like wad the hell lors .
then we keep on pushing her .
with the floats .
then we throw floats at her .
wakaka .
then throw live vest on her .
her face damn fucked up lar
then she shout HU THE FUCK THREW TT .
THEN WE ALL SIAM LAR .
AHAHA .
then we go ooo lar lar .
then take our so called siao hot pic
hahahaha .
then we go ooo lar lar again
then saw tt fucking women again !
she kpkb with us
then we all stare .
then kpkb with her until she dun dare say anything.
then the onli thing she noe how to say is fuck u n shut up .
then we were like hu wan to fuck u sia .
then she go back then we perposely talk
then she come to us n say stop bitching behind my back
jux say it to mi smth like tt .
then i was like hu wan to tok about u sia
then she keep on wanting to fuck us .
i noe she wants us so bad .
wahahahaah .
then is like so mani children over there .
then we tell her so mani children over here dun say valgarities
then she was like shut up lar .
stupid sia she our mouth we can say wadeva we want .
then after we go unto the boat .
she go n point to ju fuck u
then ju say good good .. fuck mi
hahaha .
then we go down
then life gaurd keep on shaking the boat .
then i was like uncle stop it .
then he shake more .
coz he not so old mah.
then we go ask the lifegaurd shake the fucking women 1 ..
haha . then after tt go shiok river until 7 plus
then we ask every single lifegaurd when WWW close .
then they say 7 we say 8 .
damn funny sia.
then we were like the last few to come out .
then went to crystal chalet to bathe .
then went to eat .
then went back to her chalet .
then 9.50 went back home
the bout 10.20 reach home .
yupps . now have to start on my hw .
haiss. sku reopening so fast sia .
ok i beta get started ..
-arshuu *
the memories have shattered 10:55 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
iHEARTyou *
wahh . this few days nv post liao hor .
hahas .. no time...
then damn tired.
coz like these few days nv slp
keep on conferencing until 4 to 5 am
hahas . yest onli slp 2 + hours can !
coz needed to go sku 4 band
then woke up at 7 plus
then manfen go m'sia yest
so sad . every1 leave .
hahas ./
she onli go for 1 day
already miss her
hahas
she my wake up call
wahahas ..
yest b4 she leave oso wake mi up ..
good rite ?
yeapps . then yest after band
went to pp meet nicole charm
then go walk here walk there .
then go ECP meet sen pang
then walk walk again
then after tt go charm house
then ju mit us there .
then play mahjong .
then bout 9.45 go home .
10 reach home .
then tok on phone till 4++
then slpt while toking
hahaha .
so paiseh
every1 calling my name then i sleeping
hahasa
OMG MANFEN ONLINE NOW !
WOOOHOOO !!!
wahahas .
ok let mi continue .
wahaha .
after tt slp until 2 pm
haha .
then now going to nicole house
wakaka.
play mahjong again
okayy . will post again at night if have time
or mayb tmr morning .
-arshuu *
the memories have shattered 4:32 PM
Monday, June 20, 2005
iHEARTyou *yest so fun can !
hahash .
this post gonna b veri long
so b prepared to read (:
wahahahas ..
yest go pp meet nicole
then go buy ice lemon tea from kfc
then go macs go drink
eat lemon (:
hahas .
then sen pang come
bout 6 plus .
then go arcade ..
hahas .
he gimme the coin
so dun mind .
hahas .
then charm come
then wait 4 ju n andrew .
they come bout 8 like tt
then we walk to eat coast beach
we go play arcade.
then the dance dance thingy
andrew dance damn funny .
laugh like mad lors .
then sen pang fren come
then andrew go home ..
after tt we walk from east coast macs
all the way to my house there .
far siaa .
then send charm bus stop
then we go marine terrace .
walk walk again
then go meet helenah jux to say hi
after tt sen pang fren go .
then we walk walk again
then he wan buy cigratte
but shop close
hahas .
then we call charm
then ask her whether can go her house
then senpang walk home from there .
after tt we go charm house play mahjong .
so shiok
hahahs .
then talk on phone oso
then we in her house
talk talk talk
then bout 5 am then leave her house .
then we walk here walk theree.
then bout 6 plus we go take bus to tm
then we on the bus all 3 of us slp
then we slp until the interchange
then still haven wake up
then the bus driver go n say HELLO HELLO HELLO
then we so paiseh lor
onli ju not paIseh
then took bus home ..
haha..
7.30am reach home ..
then on com
no one online
so slpt until 12 plus
then tts all lor .. haha
later will post again ..
takee caree
the memories have shattered 2:14 PM
Friday, June 17, 2005
iHEARTyou *today went netball
woke up at 7.30
then slpt again
then manfen cor mi
gimme wake up call
then 7.50 wake up
then rush rush
then 8.30 reach sku
then netball training until 11.30
hahas . so long .
damn tiring .
was sweating like mad women
then smell oso like mad women
hahas . after training went to pp
with manfen
then met kenneth n chung yong
jux to say hello
then we left .
after tt charm call mi
go orchard
so i go lor
i ask them meet mi n pp bus stop then go
then wait for them for bout 20 min .
then went to orchard with chaiming n charm
meet a bung ..
hahas .
chaiming so shy ..
hahas. i think chaiming gone retard .
jump here jump there.
she spend to much time with charm i think
hahas .
then after meet the bung .
we go macs .
then go home
then the bus no seat so we sit on the stairs
then they come my house
then they wan play com but my com spoil
then i say i try fixing
coz my bro trying fixing the memory card cannot
then i try my luck lor
since they realli wanted to use
then i fix all the wires
then in the end can lor
so happi but pissed lor
i 1 mth use my bro com
so i tot mine spoil
hahas . but happi it ok lor .
yupps .
then since both of them no com
then let them use lor .
yupps .
after tt send them bus stop bout 7
then we like retard .
shout like vanese bro
hahas...
realli like mad women can
haha
then go home ..
use com ..
then now listening to say goodbye
reminds mi of him sia
then jux finish drinking hot tea .
like i use to
when he use to force mi .
coz i was sick
i miss those times alot.
y cant they come back
mayb its for the beta .
hope so .
but now i m jux hatred to him
he block mi .
coz i got 2 acc then i appear offline
in the other acc
then my main acc online
then i noe lor .
coz my other acc he online
then tried chatting wit him
but jux got ignored once again ..
wonder if wad he said was true .
i think the best thing to do is leave him alone .
n forget about him ..
the onli think i wan
is for him to b happi
hes happi w/o mi
so dun 1 bother him animore .
and ppl hu noe mi !
dun go n use my hp sms him pls
haiss .its irritating .
n neither will he reply
so its wasting my bill n his time to read the sms ..
okay.. will post again tmr .. take care ppl .
[[waiting to end this life]]
-arshu *
the memories have shattered 11:24 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
iHEARTyou *today wake up 6.08 .. hahas
suppose to reach eunos at 6.30 am ~!
i then i tot i was so freaking late .
so i took taxi .
then change bus lor..
but then in the end
i reach eunos at 6.44
is still 2nd earliest leh !!
budget came first
then mi
then junita aka mansha aka apao ..
HAVEN wake up yet
hahas.
then we practically wait for 2hours .
then bout 7.55 charm came .
she tot she damn late
but in the end
she 3rd 1 .
but aishah actually come early
but wait for jun at tanah merAh
hahas .
then she was with tingyi
then after bout an hour
jun came
then went to harbour frount
meet chai ming mandy and jessica .
after tt went to macs eat breakfast.
yeahs . then go sentosa
swim swim swim .
now chao tar ~~
hahas .
then we sitting on one float thingy
then first chinese guys go conquer us
then we found another float
then the malay guys go our float sit
then natural reaction is to jump down lor
hais .. stupid ppl !
then we bathe ..
shiok shiok ..
then some ppl go ask for
dono hus number lar
then no1 one to give
then they all like following us
then finally the went off ..
hahas .
then after tt we went back harbour front go eat
then bout 6 plus
went home..
then bout 7.15 reach home
yupps .
i still not tired
even though i slpt 3 hours ytd
ok .. tts bout all today..
kinda long .
hahahs .
the memories have shattered 8:11 PM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
iHEARTyou *looking back tru those times we spent
trying to forget those memories
hoping to start afresh
keeping only those memories which are worthwhile
bcos of u , i fell i still have hope
but now i realised i nv needed u
i regretted everything tt happened between us
when i found u , i tot i found true love but instead i found hatred
the memories have shattered 1:59 PM
Friday, June 10, 2005
iHEARTyou * so long nv post . no time lar .
hhahas . today went cine wit
sheryl sharm elaine n charmain .
took 3 neo print
walk here walk there
went shopping
elaine buy alot of things .
hahas .
she money grow on trees wad to do
lols . then we took video of her
so damn funny !
hahahas .
we laugh until mad can
hahas .
next time u ppl come my house
i show u
hahas .
u will laugh like mad
hahas .
then charm come ova my house
then play com
yupps . she jux went home
yeah .
then he 1 week nv online le
he block mi i think
haiss
wad did i do sia
then today saw someone hu look like him
dono whether is him not .
argg. anyways is bez to forget him
but im trying
but cannot 1 .
i have been trying for almost 5 mths
but cant .
haiss.
take care ppl
love u
-arshu *
the memories have shattered 9:54 PM
Monday, June 06, 2005
today went to nicole houseplay mahjong !
i win 7 times !
wooohooo !!~
ju n sharm n even win
nicole win once or twice ,
yeahhss .
then ate chicken rice
after tt went home
then now jux bathe finish
waiting for guest come
then goin to eat dinner soon
waiting for him to go online
nv c him online so long le
mayb he block mi . :(
dono lar.
argggg! . the photo i took wit him deleted!!!
argg !! mux make sure we take again
yeahhs. hope so .
hope he faster online
i miss him .
and ppl he is not my stead
if u noe mi well u noe hu lar
if u dono then dun so kpo (:
yeahhs . ermmm .
tts all i think .
bye bye
will post tmr .
-arshuu *
the memories have shattered 8:21 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
iHEARTyou *yest sux man
i mean at night tt time sucks!!!
i lik got no home !
suppose to go karina house stay
then went there lar .
but then bout 10 plus she say cannot .
then wan go charm house
then charm say cannot
then try ask ju
whether can go her house
also cannnot sia
in the end charm say try go her house
then her mum say cannot
but i still stay
hahas .
i like got fuc*king no home
coz too late mah
go home . scary leh
so many perverts now adays
hahas ..
then today went out with my mum
hahash wass fun !!
suprisingly lar
hahas . coz i got things
hehe .
i wanted one jeans !
omg fU*cking nice can
but was like $195
hais. so sad hor
in the end got 1 blue skirt
n a pair of slipper .
the slipper so nice
hehe
black n white again .
all my slippers are black
arhh , then after tt
mi n my mum went to drink coffee.
shiok shiok
then sat in the car
then listen her cd
haha her cd rocks man
we sing together .
hahas . shiok shiok
went home cook mushroom for family
nice u noe . but onli my mum like :(
at least some1 appreciates my cooking
yeahhs ... my back still pain from charmains bed
her bed sucks man
ppl hu are thinking of staying her house
beta think twice (:
hahash .
k tts all for today
-arshuu *
the memories have shattered 10:32 PM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
iHEARTyou *today went to orchard
with charm denise cindy jia hui
err . yean chen n some other girl
from denise sku .
then 2 guys come .
dono hu also . hehe
then went to watch
cursed .
hahas was scary ; funny . waste of funny .
we laugh like mad
scream like mad
hahas . was a weird movie
bout ware wolfs .
hahas . kinda sucks .
waste $9.50
so sad sia
took neo print .
then bout 6 plus left
mi charm n cindy
haha.
went to far east
eat chicken rice
haha . shiok shiokk
then went home..
in the bus
mi n charm kao pei
hahas .
we laugh here laugh there
hahas ..
yeah . the now in karina house
she wathcing tv
charm playing wit the hamster
yeahs . okay .
tts all for today ..
-waiting for him (:
-arshu * //
the memories have shattered 9:34 PM
Friday, June 03, 2005
iHEARTyou *today woke up at 8.
then suppose to b in sku at 8.30
in the end . i wait for taxi for 30 min
then i 9 reach sku sia.
hahahs,
netball was fun (:
then after tt went home to bathe
then went out wit *******
wahahahs.
yay . so shiok.
went to STUDY (:
so guai (:
hahahs .
i love him
lols ...
did alot of things .
hehehe.
then went kfc eat.
but i cannot finish then give him
bring home eat (:
took pic wit him !!! .
yay.
-arshuu ; *
the memories have shattered 9:21 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
today woke up .then played com
then planned of going out wit sharm
in the end we go karina house
yupps . so went karina house
then played truth or dare
then i kissed her stupid aleo vera plant
haha.. yucks .
hahas.. after tt charm came my house
then laugh like mad women
then we both think of the same song .
wah so zhun can
the laugh until mad
haha. jux sent her home bout 15 min ago ..
feel like writing poems ..
haha . here it goes
you are all i ever wanted
all i ever needed
all i ever wished for
all i ever lived for
but now tt your gone
theres no point of living animore
short poem. cant think of anithin else but him
someone pls kill mi
the memories have shattered 9:54 PM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
i missed those times when it was jux mi n u n i loved u n u loved mi
i miss those warm hugs.
i miss ur voice
i miss all those times we spent together
i hated the times we fought
i hated the times u were angry
i hated the times when u ignore mi
i hated the day u werent mine animore
i hated it when all those memories faded
n broke into thousand pieces
i will always love u
no matter what u will always have mi in ur heart
u will always b in my heart
i will wait for u
even if it take a year
sld i give up ??
is it worth it ??
all those question r running in my head
i dont noe wad the right answer is .
haiss.. i noe he can nv b mine
but i cant give up .
i dono y .
ok take care ppl .
love ur loved ones
cherish then
love them with all ur heart.
-arshu * ;
the memories have shattered 3:26 PM
iHEARTyou *
so long nv post.
i will post the last few days
n combine it into 1 .
ermm . sat . went to netball carnival
then the sgs ppl sux man
fuckin sore losers
then played netball
leg pain
haha..
then after tt went to pp do
hair extention wit nicole karina.....
then next day. go rachel party.
alot of thing happen
every1 like fighting like tt
then after tt went to nicole house stay
play majong..shiok shiok
then next day
went to beach wit juju n nicole
took loads of pics.
yuppss.
then yest went to band camp
quite fun .
esp the trusure hunt
so fun..
then made lots of frens too
yeahs.
then today
ate macs.
then packed our things
then went home ..
yeapps.
-arshu ; *
the memories have shattered 3:12 PM